Romans 8:18

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.

My Grandmother’s cancer is taking its toll on her. She no longer eats, sleeps most of the time, and the nurse has said that her body is now in the process of shutting down.

So, I’m driving up to South Carolina tomorrow to say my goodbyes. With the move in just over 2 weeks, this would be the last time I could possibly make it up there and I’m fairly sure she’s not going to hold out until after.

She’s 93 and has lived a full and fulfilling life. I don’t want to be selfish and wish for more time with her so instead I wish for her peace, whatever that requires. Just a few months ago she was down for visiting and was still sharp as a tack. It always felt like she’d outlive us all.

When I was at Parris Island, I was at that point where I wasn’t sure I was going to be able to make it through. I opened my bible, randomly, and Romans 8:18 was the verse I landed on. It meant a lot to me at that hard point in my life and has been one of my favorite verses ever since. I will use it for strength now.

I hope she finds her glory and peace soon as her suffering is forgotten.

posted by Robb Allen @ 7/8/2015 8:46:09 PM | Feedback (8)
Updates & whatnot

Just so you all know I’m alive, here are a few updates.

This Saturday from 10AM to Noon at Ballast Point Park, Florida Carry is having as many of our members as we can show up for our Open Carry fishing event. If you’re within the sound of my sultry voice, I’d love for you to drop by for support.

We have started packing for the move. Our closing date got pushed out by 6 days, which sucks, but oh well. This is taking up a lot of time, and I’d rather just go ahead and pack everything rather than try to figure out what can be put into a box now & what can’t.

My grandmother (my last remaining grandparent) is not long for this world. She has cancer and gave up on the chemo because it was hell. I’ve heard this from many chemo patients – that if their cancer comes back, they’d just as soon skip it. Which really sucks because with the move coming up, if she passes, I may be incapable of travel to make it to the funeral.

My guitar should be back from the painter’s on Wednesday. This is exciting. The suck comes from the fact that it’ll take another week or so to finish it up, and by then I’ll be in ‘fully packed’ mode and thus it will do me no good to have it. I may have Virgil hold onto it until after the move.

And there you have it. This is about as much as I’ve written in the past month alone. Sorry!

posted by Robb Allen @ 7/6/2015 9:17:59 AM | Feedback (4)
Tampa crosses the line

Life has intruded recently & I’ve not been able to make the monthly open carry fishing events in a while, but I missed Tampa PD harassing one of our members this past weekend.

We’ve been doing these since 2010. I used to call the city attorney to let him know we would be there, but he eventually told me there was no need to call since it was a non-event. The police never had an issue and in fact were part of the best fishing event ever. Yes, we had the occasional person freak out, but just like people who freak out over two people with different skin colors holding hands, you can generally ignore bigots.

So, this sounds like an overzealous cop who felt his authoratah was to be respected, Florida Carry will pursue this & there will be corrective action taken. Our end goal is to do whatever it takes to ensure law abiding gun owners are not harassed for exercising their rights.

posted by Robb Allen @ 6/17/2015 11:40:19 AM | Feedback (7)
Man, I know how this feels

Borepatch is hanging up the blog.

I’m not there… yet. The job & family take up so much of my time that I don’t get around to this thing as much. When I move, I’m probably going to stop paying out the nose for business class Interweb tubing, so having a fixed IP will go out the window and possibly stop the self hosting.

I took ads off my blog, not because I had any issue with GunUp, but because I was making $3 a month, which isn’t worth the hassle.

So, with $0 coming in any more, not feeling like I can provide the kind of reviews that actually matter & not getting gear coming in, the added cost of the blog feels more like a drain every day.

Still, I’m here for a while, I’ll definitely let you know if & when I pull the plug.

posted by Robb Allen @ 6/14/2015 11:02:17 AM | Feedback (4)
And away she goes



La Pistola is off to Moe Colors for her paint job. It’s a 4 to 6 week process and during that time, updates will be practically non-existent.

So I wait.

And wait.

Granted, Moe does amazing work so it’ll be worth the wait and when it’s done, they’re going to have to redefine the word ‘epic’.

I just have to wait patiently for it.

posted by Robb Allen @ 6/2/2015 9:19:58 AM | Feedback (3)
Aaaand there it goes

People who made the offer on our house yesterday pulled out. Apparently their real estate agent is brand spanking new (i.e. had the deal gone through, this would have been her 1st house) and she forgot to give them certain things like “paperwork” and “actual price of the house”. We were wanting them to rewrite their contract to cover things a bit differently and suddenly they realized things weren’t as easy as they were hoping.

Now they’re gone.

Oh well. Shit happens.

My main concern is the house we’re wanting. They’ll accept our offer once we have a live contract on our place but until then, anyone else can put in an offer and trump us. It’s a great house but we can’t put the money down on it until we liquidate the equity in this one. So since they won’t do a contingency, we have to risk it.

First World Problem to be sure, but their real estate agent just got a whole heaping pile of ‘experience’ today.

posted by Robb Allen @ 6/1/2015 6:18:20 PM | Feedback (0)