Today is not a good day. I’m grumpy and there’s no coffee at work (we ran out). My budget forces me to spend my money on very specific things and while I have a bit of ‘play’ money, it’s hard to part with it for a $3 cup of coffee. For whatever reason, my temper is short and I feel myself being mean (and I’ve not even consumed any tequila!).
I want nothing to do with my job today. I don’t want to sit in my office and I don’t want to bother learning the new stuff I need to in order to get this project done.
But I’m going to.
Because I have a family that depends on me having a job to keep them fed and clothed. Because it is my responsibility that I took on voluntarily.
Sometimes, being an adult sucks.